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The story behind this MCRP...
I first started 'writing' in 1990...
Starting off in BBS' (Bulletin Board Services pre-WWW)...
I then went to AOL, Sega, Yahoo chats...
I was on RPM from 2003 to 2011 when I left because of the drama and bullying that made the site toxic...I was even on MS while deployed to Iraq for two tours...
Went to Sitemodel from 2011 to 2012 and then came to RPM when it was created by SM's owners due to the rpers using it to stalk and harrass people...
Ive tried several other sites including OW, FD, RPH, Village...
The MCRP page creation started because people kept ghosting me...
Every character I play at one point in time had their own page, developed story and work...
More often than not people would come forward saying they wanted stories and to write with characters and vanish...
Either the person stopped logging in, or deleted their account, or deleted or blocked me based on other people talking sh*t about me behind the scenes...
On more than one occasion ive been approached by people saying 'so and so came to me warning me away from you' or seeing people in friends stats talking ill of me spreading rumors and lies...
Hell, recently I had a horrid bout of depression after being bullied by people spreading lies of me even to the point of making fake copy pages of one of mine - and someone deleted me for not responding immediately while too depressed to respond which I posted stats that I would reply as soon as I could and why...I was told that people never recover from depression and that the person would rather not write with me as such and then they blocked me...
Instead of having a number of dead pages that were abandoned or bullied to the point the muse for those characters was unwilling to be around for a bit...
Some characters I had their page for a while - but when it gets to a certain point it becomes a question of why have a page if there is no interest in stories...most of them I was logging onto the page daily trying to find stories and new connections while the other people werent responding for over a month without a word...
I would log on each active page between 2-4 hours a day at the minimum even on pages that had been dead for months and their rp partner vanished without a word...
Going from page to page and seeing nothing and noone interested in writing was pointless so I made one page I could move all my characters to and be logged onto the page all day...
Less logins to other pages per day and similar lack of interest in my characters and stories...
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