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Out the Worlds News, Inspired on fear out the uncertain.
Out the Worlds News
Nyghtwolfe frowned, having made a hard decision. But she knew in her heart that it was the right one to make. I'm Lady Lumiya not a single female waiting for Empress decisions.
"I need to purge myself of all the negativity and rejoice once again in the simplicity of just breathing, seeing, tasting, touching, smelling. To unclutter the troubling thoughts of the mind and be again at peace with myself in the silence."
She looked at me as if the medallion was handed to her, "Gather up all that is good and wholesome in your heart. Spread it around to everyone you meet. Share a sunny smile to the wilted flowers of the soul, and nourish them with love."
With this words of hers the Forest of Androia had taken her into an other dimension, the weight in her hands out the Medallion was immense, this power element whom her words had spoken touched me deeply a vague melancholy sudden warning me for how much I will miss her, as she parted away living me alone in this path.
"Do please,... don't leave!" But she was my Master, my Empress and Goddess, I was just a mortal of higher rank with some noble blood to study the God's out the Science. Did not understand her, it was like she left me something to learn. What is wholesome in my heart? A raw emptiness undressed my heart with a cool sharp pain living me vulnerable.
The mystery of being alone and finding the resources out of a plain Forest with just a path, made me over react with fear, voices over my head asking me "How did you end up in here". "All the education you had, and the possibilities", "You are insisting your time is on! Is it worth it to make your own?" Had look around and no one was there, every one had left onto their houses and new domains, with the same duties, with old wounds to heal. I could not even pretend to any one, that I was perfectly happy. Whom would I make believe something I don't even feel. "Where will I find my virtue to her words?"
Walking with a torment of thoughts, with my horse could only seek for orientation, the reality of being lost in the mids of this trees and fields haunted me for hours, maybe it was the power of The Medallion affected me, I would rather have a magnetic needle to point me over which path, had just remember was going to go towards the North.
The weather was not that bad, my horse and this Medallion was all I had, So I have cared for my clothe to ride the horse getting ready to mount and secure the bags well tight to the back and front. We did win the wars in the gates of hell and cleared the paths, now had secured my mind that everything that Nightwolfe told me, was to be just in a matter of time and sharing loving the moment. Had walk away the horse and seat in a rock to tighten my boots, and out my pocket had written her words to remember, Because this Medallion causes too much strength in the contra part of its own Power. Will have to study the actions and reactions of this piece and for its theory if it is to believe or not. So I must experiment much along the way.
That afternoon hours before the sunset, me and my horse galloped, the fears of being alone and non protected made me doubt again, for a second the horse stopped the ride out of my command, it was frustrating. A well educated lady as me with noble blood, alone? I'm not a herald of love from where I come and towards I go, maybe it is in the path.
As the horse shacked their heads and waved his hairs from side to side, could not think any more, I could return home, way is the horse stooping? Where is home any way without an adventure, who cares what people think? Who cares if I think too much? I'm a scientist and can deduct very well, when my brain is working at its best. What is going on?
The reigns in my hands hold it them with such uncertainty, not very focus and in command, I was kind of loose for a certain distorted reason. Had just remember the gossips for peace or confrontation from the Greeks, and Androia did not want to be involved in wars, this maybe just this Gods an ancient source of power I could not detect clearly. If there was an Anthropologist who could help me En-code the meaning of this Medallion, gosh this is too heavy. Why are the Gods doing this to me? Have never being so insecure. Is the sun raising? No, is the sun set.
Passed by an abandoned cabin, I was more exhausted from my mental filtration to discover a true path, then from the drive it self. Coming down the horse, hold him ass we walked around searching for water, there was wheal behind so I have managed to love my circumstances and bring the ability to share love and life, and pulled up the bucked from the cord and thanking my horse, had let him drink from it. Well, we have moved something, I guess.
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