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12/30/2023 12:28 PM 

Dear Diary #6 - Joy

Dear DiaryAn entry made featuring joy
Dear Diary,

I’ve had a lot of joy in my life. My husband is loving and generous and has given me joy in abundance since the day we met.

But I’ve never felt anything like the joy I feel this morning.

Truthfully, I’m exhausted. I feel like I could sleep for a million years, but at the same time, I never want to sleep again. I want to sit and look down at her cute little face forever, marvelling at the fact that the deep love I feel for my husband created this tiny being.

She’s so vulnerable, and I’ve never felt more protective over anything in my life. I would literally tear the world apart for her. It’s a strange feeling. Overwhelming. And she’s healed me in a way I never expected, taking away a lot of pain that I’ve been holding onto for years without even realising.

The only thing greater than my own joy is seeing it on Magnifico’s face. Joy suits him.

I just want to be near her all the time, I might never let her go.

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𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.

 

Dec 30th 2023 - 12:44 PM

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// You made me cry again! 😭 But this time it's happy tears. This is absolutely adorable. Mama Amaya is the cutest.


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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 12:48 PM

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// They'd both be ridiculously adorable as parents. Imagine the first time he held the baby, standing there like β€œbut what if I break her?”

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 12:54 PM

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// He would be terrified, but he would also never want to put her down. I imagine when Amaya eventually falls asleep, he would stare at his little girl for hours, singing to her and making faces at her. 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:01 PM

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// The fact that the start of At All Costs sounds like the music from a baby mobile is just coincidence hahah

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𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:02 PM

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// Sure it is, uh huh. And the fact that the song itself is something he'd 100% sing to either Amaya or their child (probably both tbh) is also just a coincidence. 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:06 PM

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// I like to think the lyrics were his wedding vows πŸ˜‚ but also this, yes. Now we just need the wolf haha watching Magnifico as he sings to the baby

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𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:20 PM

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// Okay, that's the cutest! Headcannon accepted. 😭 I think Magnifico would be very cautious with the baby around the wolf at first, it is an animal after all, but soon enough he would realize it would never hurt his precious little girl. 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:27 PM

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//❀️ haha oh yes he definitely would. I think they both would. It’s still a wolf, after all, even if it is overprotective of them.

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:33 PM

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// I have all these images of the little happy family in my mind and it's giving me so much serotonin 😭

𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚
𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:37 PM

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//they’d be so happy. It would be good for them, so many new experiences after so long alive haha

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:46 PM

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// It would be perfect. And I bet it would bring Amaya and Magnifico even closer. 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:50 PM

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//Aw probably. Do you think he’d be glad that it wasn’t a boy, so that he didn’t have to share Amaya’s attention with another male? πŸ˜‚

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:52 PM

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// Nah. I believe his son would be the only male he would willingly share Amaya's attention with. πŸ˜‚

𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚
𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:55 PM

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// Well.. maybe she’ll forget to be careful again a few years later πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:57 PM

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// Fair. πŸ˜‚ There's something we should think about, though... 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 1:59 PM

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//haha what’s that?

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:02 PM

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// THEIR DAUGHTER'S NAME. 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:04 PM

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//πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ ah well. Good point πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ something Spanish, obviously haha

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:06 PM

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// Well, obviously. πŸ˜‚

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:14 PM

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// πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ I’m trying to think of what they’d want it to mean. Like.. Aurelia means β€˜golden’ haha

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:18 PM

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// Ooh, that's pretty. 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:21 PM

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//haha it is. First in the list of β€œSpanish baby names” that I warmed to haha

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:24 PM

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// Fair. πŸ˜‚ This is hard. πŸ˜‚

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:33 PM

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//haha it is. Still looking at names and their meanings because it’s who I am as a person. Eliana means β€œSun” which is pretty. Or LucΓ­a which means β€˜light’. Then there’s always Rosa haha named after the city πŸ˜‚

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:42 PM

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// Rosa is pretty, but I don't think she would appreciate being named after a city. πŸ˜‚ And I'm probably biased, because a variation of Lucía is actually my name, lmao. 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:47 PM

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// πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Rosa would be pretty if she’d been born before Rosas was built. (Though now I just gave myself a sad headcanon and I hate myself). Well, you’re the king, you decide πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:49 PM

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// Okay ouch, I didn't ask to be hurt again. 😭 I don't like deciding! You're the Queen, you can also make decisions. πŸ˜‚

𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚
𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 2:53 PM

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// Like.. what if they’d named their first baby Rosa and Rosas is named after her 😭😭 ahaha well honestly? I’ve not moved on from Aurelia because it’s too pretty πŸ˜‚

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 3:16 PM

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// Why do you keep hurting me like this? 😭 I'm glad we agree. I love Aurelia. πŸ˜‚

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 3:38 PM

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// because my brain hurts me and pain shared… πŸ₯Ί aw yes, Aurelia it is

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 3:44 PM

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// At least you're balancing it out with cuteness. Our daughter officially has a name. πŸ₯°

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 3:50 PM

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// Yess. Little Princess Aurelia πŸ₯°πŸ₯°

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 3:53 PM

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// The most precious little girl in all of Rosas. πŸ₯°

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:00 PM

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// And you know she’s just gonna be beautiful. πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:02 PM

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// Oh, she's gonna be gorgeous. πŸ₯°

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:09 PM

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// I always thought she’d have Amaya’s eyes but I feel like she has to have Magnifico’s. There’s so much in that book about how no one can get the exact shade of blue right and I feel like she needs those haha

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:13 PM

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// She needs to have Magnifico's eyes and Amaya's hair. 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:17 PM

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//Yes! And his nose, but her lips

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:32 PM

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// A perfect combination of them both. 

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:34 PM

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// Exactly. Aw she’ll have to have some little dresses that match their outfits.

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:36 PM

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// And a necklace with a pendant that matches their wedding rings. πŸ₯Ή

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:38 PM

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// oh my god, yes!

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:42 PM

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// She also needs a big white wolf plushie that she can take with her when they're travelling and can't take her wolf protector with them. πŸ₯Ή

𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚
𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:43 PM

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// Well Papa will have to create her one with his magic πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:47 PM

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// Oh my. Imagine how amazed by Papa's magic Aurelia would be. And we all know he's a damn show-off. They would sit together for hours and he'd do magic tricks for her. Just like making sparkles, butterflies and things like that 😭πŸ₯Ή

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 4:49 PM

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// Oh my goodness. That would be so fucking cute, I might die. Imagining her as a toddler, chasing those magical butterflies πŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΉπŸ₯Ή

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:00 PM

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// I can see a whole scene. 😭 They're all sitting by the fireplace, the wolf is sleeping in front of the fire and little Aurelia is chasing Papa's magical butterflies while her parents share enamored looks and occasional soft kisses. πŸ₯ΉπŸ₯Ή

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:07 PM

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//oh my. So cute.

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:09 PM

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// They're giving me so much serotonin.

𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚
𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:12 PM

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//Aw. Same though. This little girl going to be so spoiled.. and constantly watched by a wolf who won’t hesitate to murder for her haha

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:13 PM

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// Her Papa also wouldn't hesitate to murder for her, let's be honest.

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𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:15 PM

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//Oh well yeah. Amaya would if she had the means. She’d send the guards I guess. Oh god, imagine her trying to help Papa with the wish ceremonies πŸ₯Ή

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:20 PM

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// Oh my god, so fucking cute. 😭 She would be his most precious little helper.

𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚
𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:22 PM

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//Sitting on Amaya’s knee until she’s old enough to walk, when she’ll begin clinging to his cape as she watches him receive someone’s wish.

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:24 PM

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// Magnifico would try so hard to remain professional, but then she would do something way too cute and he'd be all "Did you see that?! Did you?!" at Amaya πŸ₯Ή

𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚
𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 30th 2023 - 5:28 PM

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// Aww the proud Papa. Imagine her toddling and almost falling off the stage but the wolf being like β€œnope”

𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.
𝐰𝐒𝐬𝐑𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.		 Dec 31st 2023 - 5:36 AM

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// The wolf would just grab her by the back of her dress and carry her back to Amaya. πŸ₯Ή

𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚
𝑺𝒖 π‘Ήπ’†π’Šπ’π’‚		 Dec 31st 2023 - 7:00 AM

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// Haha yes! It would be too cute


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