Cheryl Marjorie Blossom
and no one on this earth makes it out alive.
This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend, even if I keep breathing. I don’t have a thing to believe in, don’t have the words to keep you from leaving; And I’m the root of your problems, solve them. Put a little bleach in my drink, I’m a goner. I would die for my team, what an honor. I know I’ll never be as good as my father.
I want to do something important, of course I was never meant for it, talents ignored. And I’m bored with this life, 'cause I never move forward no matter how hard I’m trying. Every night on the inside dying, never answer, the feds keep spying. Who would love me? No one in their right mind. Sorry that I can’t be your lifeline. Sorry I don’t laugh at the right times. It’s all my fault, this is all my fault.
there there you’re all right.
I just want to stare at you all night, for when we touch I fear you’ll disappear. And I wake up just the canary in the coal mine there to see if there’s air to breath. I won’t let your words get the best of me. I don’t need you or your company, I just wish something would work out for me for once.
But I’m a letdown, head down; every night pouring cups, rolling blunts, can i get a light? Keep my head in the clouds with the satellites, and if I don’t look down then I’ll be alright. This world got some rules that I can’t abide, and no one on this earth makes it out alive. I don’t know how much longer I’ll survive. Do my best, take it one breath at a time.
This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend, even if I keep breathing. I don’t have a thing to believe in, don’t have the words to keep you from leaving; And I’m the root of your problems, solve them. Put a little bleach in my drink, I’m a goner. I would die for my team, what an honor. I know I’ll never be as good as my father.
and yet anka was never sure if she was actually like her aunt, or if her brother was just so much like her father, that people couldn't help but make comparisons where there were none. still every perceived similarity was enough to send her on a frantic search for a new personality. her entire life dedicated to the same questions. who am i? who do i want to be? she'd never know.